crying in d middle of midnight =.=''

borink..
urm..im confused rite nw.
nw,my boyfie da curiga gn akuh.
aih,i love him la.
syg ketat2 la..
npe dea nk curiga n tkt lg.
aku takan lps an dea.
kcuali lao da takdir.
ite mne leh ubah takdir.
ite cme leh berusaha je.
lao ad jdoh,takan kemane nye.tol x.
yg pnting,i love him ketat2,LOL.
gn kwn aku sorg ni lak,pelikk..
org msg dea,tbe2 kap nak tdo.
gedik.ble aku msgg jjee,dan2 nak tdo.
is the fuller avoiding me too?
hurmm..urgh!!!!
i have reasons for blocking the fuller kayh.
hm.dunno lah!aihh..
im so confused.